my FIRST Light Party 03.20.12

First Impression:
Minsan pag narinig kong party, it means parTEY tapos chibog tapos inuman. haha.Pero nung nalaman kong ang mga kasama is involved sa CG, parang christian guild pala sya.So, inexpect kong magkakaron ng devotion or something. Tapos medyo mellow yung ambiance. But awhile ago was giving off such a great vibe. ALIVE!

Then...
Nainvite na ko na pumunta but I refused. Yung ibang chances, nakasama ako pero di ko naexperience yung ganung vibe sa self ko. Ngayon lang ako pumunta at nainvite na I had a good feeling. hehe. At first, nag-aalinlangan kase I thought na ganun ulit ang madadatnan ko. But I was wrong, sobrang saya kanina. Madame din palang nainvite lang. And natuwa ako kase iba yung feeling when you're there. I hope tumuloy-tuloy kase ayoko ko na isipin na yung principle ko about dun sa matter na yun. Anyway, masaya and di ko ineexpect ang mga pangyayare. Na-pagitara ako ng di oras. I was kind of hesistant pa kase I dunno what to sing at out of  the blue lang yon. But I was thinking na for God naman yun e. So, go nalang with the flow... I don't want to detailed more about it kase it was all about a party or a celebration for fellow CGs and for God, i think. aun. But eto lang masasabe, it gave me a big kick-off and jolt feeling inside me. Lalo na yung nagtestimonies, I get teary eye for a moment  there. And I was holding it back. But when the pastor came to reside, ayoko naman mahalata na medyo napapaluha na dahil sa sermon niya, my tears flow but good thing I hold it back. hehe. Nakakarelate ako sa sinabe niyang "what's your purpose?"

Lastly, ayon yung parang hang-clip question ko sa sarili ko..."what's your purpose in life?"
Honestly, I dunno kung ano pa for now. Kase scattered pa isip ko. I dunno where pa?...

>>>cont. nalang nito bukas... moster mom is here. joke. nagwarning na sya about dun sa pagtatagal sa laptop... Ta-Ta. Tmrw nalang:) Goodnight! Godbless:)

Summer Break 2012

Finals are over and summer break begins. After a year of studying, here comes books again 'coz I'm taking summer classes this coming April.Pressures rising! So that it'll lessen my loads in the upcoming semester this year. Here, stucked up in our house waiting for the results. And I don't have any idea what it will be. I've had such bad grades this last semester. And I was worrying about it for awhile now. I hope I got it all passed.

Summer break. Summer break. Hoping for this every year. Mostly we go to resorts with my family and friends. Now, I'm planning to have a gathering with my college friends next week. And were planning to have swimming in a resort inside our village. Just few walks away from my house.

Gawd. Must be ready for swimsuits and get tan! Because I'm little too chubby for swimsuits, there are summer clothes that I love to wear this summer.

These are the clothes of my type this summer...

Such as thin clothings which are florally designed for summer. 

Must be cute for being girly sometimes matching floral designs will make you more girly and feminine. :)

Maybe loose cute Tees would be fine for me. And I wanted to take shorts once in a while ^_^
It would burn me if I'll wear black! O_O So I'll prefer gray and white colors for now though I LOVE black!  And also pastel colors are still in especially on summer trends!!!

I used to dye my own clothes with light hue colors when I was young. It was fun playing with colors and having it on your clothes would be more fun. But it would look more cuter if you use colors that are matched well and light pastels colors also. :)

I'll be better off with flats, flip flops sandals and not to mention to wear glasses for protection :)

I wanted to colorful Tees and a bit loosely because that's what I think I'm comfortable with. 

These are other types of clothes that I wanted to wear. Cutie loose dresses matched  my figure. And that's what I think :) But first I need to get in shape not just for this summer para new look next semester :) Ganbatte!

EPIC Crack Day 03.12.11

This is such an EPIC Crack Day 03.12.12. I don’t know if it was because of anxiety kase kakatapos lang ng exam sa business law 3. And sobra akong kinakabahan sa result because I was at peak of failing talaga. Hindi ko alam kung anung magiging result. Last night, I already felt my stomach hurts. Siguro kase we ate fishball, kikiam and cheesesticks without washing hands.

Moral #1: Wash your hands before you eat!

Then this morning, I was feeling okay yet the feeling that I can’t even explain. But I didn’t bother it and went to school. Malate-late pa kame nun but we went on time. Thank God. We went on our exams. I hope kahit 3 okay na saken yun. Wag lang 5 kase dad will get very angry! Kahit yun lang okay na.:)

Moral #2: Always review ahead of exam dates.

After taking the exam, I kind of feel something in the tummy. Mejo naiipit at sumasaket. Again I didn’t bothered and went on to U.P. with my classmates. Ayun we went to Rodic’s and ate Tapsilog! Chika there and here! That moment, mejo sobrang umiipit na ang tiyan. Not to mention it was raining, balak pa naming maglakad papuntang Oblation. But I said na uuwe na ako ahead of them. And so they were as well. Habang nag-aantay ng jeepney to Philcoa, they was nearly calling of nature. MY GOD! Kung anu-ano na ang mga pumapasok utak ko! F***Shit. Umuulan pa nun! The driver didn’t even let us unloaded in the overpass. So, we walked through the rain at di man lang covered yung overpass.

 

Moral #3: Pag alam nang may di magandang nararamdaman, uwe na lang!

Moral #4: Always bring the mighty PAYONG for rainy or sunny days!

Then nakasakay na ng jeepney. It was so tagal and sobra ng saket ng tiyan ko. I wanted to burst out. Yet my friends told me ‘Okay lang yan. Malapet na tayo!’ And I was laughing and pitying myself. Ngayon ko lang naexperience talaga na you have to wait until you get home. At yung parang gusto mo nang paliparin yung jeep sa sobrang tagal. Hindi naman traffic pero nag-aantay kase ng iba pang pasahero. At nako sa tricycle kanina. Parang gusto kong sabihin ‘Kuya! Taeng-tae na ko! Pwede paki-bilisan!' But I guess sana worth it naman yun. Ang anxiety ko for best good result of grades! 

Please God! Pero Thank God! Success! Ole! :)

Moral #5: Thank God for giving you such a blessing day at nakauwe ng safe at successful. And friends for being such supportive! Mabuhay kayo!!! :)

So my EPIC CRACK Day is a SUCCESS! *bow* 

'Twelve: Fifty-One' by Krissy & Erika

Lately, I've been hooked by this song. 12:51 by Krissy & Erika. The Sisters Duo which has been a you-tube sensation. And I got addicted from this song :)

This song is original by the sisters and their album 'Twelve: Fifty-One' which is now sold locally in all CD Stores nationwide. :)

Here in this video are songs snipped out from their album.

1. Rewind feat. AJ Rafael
2. Rolling In The Deep
3. 12:51 (Original)
4. That Should Be Me
5. Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.)
6. Back To December
7. In Your Arms
8. Rocketeer feat. The Lamars
9. Love The Way You Lie 2
10. Anything feat. Marie Digby

BONUS TRACK
11. Change The World (It Started with a Kiss Soundtrack that'll gonna be air at GMA7)

To download Krissy and Ericka’s music, text KANDE and send to 3456.

Mharey's Truffles de Chocolat

Gonna make Truffles de Chocolat today. A preparation for Valentine's of course. Became one of the big season is Valentines. Family, couples and friends gather all up for this day. Valentines aint live alone without bouquets. Receiving flowers from your boyfriends, husbands or friends really is amazing and also with chocolates. Sasagutin ka na ng nililigawan mo. lol. For me, I don't need a date for now coz I'm happy celebrating kasama ng family and freinds. And dadating din tayo dyan.

Anyway, for that day I'm preparing this desert. Easy to do sya at menos gastos sin. Coz I only spent 294.75 including piatos ko :P Already done it and I'll finish it after two hours in the fridge. Then it's done! It will gonna look like this. Not exactly ganyan but who knows kasing sarap ng mga ginawa ko etong mga nsa pictures below. And I'll post mine later...

Well, aside from easy sya gawin. I also was inspired na gumawa nun from Kim Sam Soon from her Korean drama, My lovely Sam Soon. In the episode 4, gumawa sya ng Truffles de Chocolat for just adding in the menu. So, tutal naman lapit na ng Araw ng mga PUSO, naisip kong gumawa din.

 

So, LOVE LOVE LOVE..

dream to be a Pastry chef someday...

Although I'm taking a different course, it's part of business. An accountant *slash* lawyer (hehe)*slash* Pastry chef :] I always wanted to eats sweets, chocolates, caramel *droooooool*.  Inspired by the Korean drama, My Lovely Kim Sam Soon. I wanted to be good as her in cooking & baking. Kaya ttry kong gawin yung truffles de chocolat niya nung episode 4. hehehe. Naisip din ko kase bakit di nalang kaya gumawa nalang din ako ng deserts na trip ko... Nagawa ko na ang gawin ang cheesecake at egg tarts. Though, di ganon ka successful ang tarts, thumbs up naman daw ang chessecake ko! lol. On this coming valentines, I'll planning to make either Truffles, Bons Bons or Crepe Cake. hehe. Kelangan munang mag-ipon for the expenses needed and I'm good to go and bake. Cross-fingers sa dadating na Valentines. Well, I don't a need a date for that day, I just want to make others happy and see theirs smiles while eating deserts that I made... See more of this sa dadating na 02.14.2012 :]

---off to school...

my OWN decision...

Sobrang naguguluhan na ko sa mga nangyayare. I need to make my own decision. Honestly, if you can describe how I feel towards this situation is that I feel crap, parang di ako makahinga. Laging laman ng utak ko is ‘this’ and ‘that’ all at the same time. And to think na di kop ala kaya. Lagi silang nagtatanong, ‘kaya’? Doubts on me. So, I prayed na kung itutuloy ko ba. And I’ve decided na pag wala talagang mangyayare saken dun, I’ll quit na for sure. Maybe not now. Masaya ako nung ininvite ako ng bestfriend ko. I had my trust not that whole yet I do trust that person. Kaya nag-join ako. Patuloy-tuloy pa din. Hanggang sa napansin kong bakit ganito, ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Bakit sa tingin ko, mali ito kahit na alam ko di lang to para saken kundi din sa familyko.Pero nagsisinungaling na ko di lang sa sarili ko pati ulet din sa family especially my parents. Lahat ng sanang ipon ko napupunta dun sa debts ko. To think na malaki-laki pala ang naiiipon ko. Haha. Gumawa pa nga ako ng table yung isa yes tuloy. At ung isa no quit coz not now.

Now my decision is final, if pag wala pa ding mangyare saken until next week or last week this month of Feb 2012, I’ll quit na. But maybe not now for me…

God will always consider what roads or paths that we will take. He is just there to guide us and try to learn on our own mistakes… And try not to forget to look back to him because he is the who made you what you are now…

SJ's "SUPER SHOW 3" on 02.25.2012. @ Ali Mall Odyssey

 

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I want a New Cheese for a Change...

There's a book titled 'Who moved my cheese' by Dr. Spencer Johnson. Sinabe samen ng prof namen in Human Relations that we should read this book. As I was reading it, the new cheese that being talked about is change.

Cheese = Change.

To find the new cheese, you must first find new paths on taking the way to it. Yet, these mice have different point of views. One, does willing to fin new cheese and takes risks to find the new cheese. But the other does not want to take the risks of finding new ways, paths and doesn't want change. He fears if he does not succeed to it. But because the first mice did whatever it takes to find the cheese and even changed his course in life, he succeed. Because he tried, he gained from it.

Yes, it's hard to change for new if you're used in the old life. But isn't it great tp find you're life more interesting to have when you feel like changing. Sabe ko dati, gusto kong may thrill sa life. Kase I thought I was bored. Now, over thrilling, dameng problema. But now I know my life isn't bored that time, It was just peaceful. And I should be thankful, right?

I want to be the first mice in the story, i wanted to explore new things, paths & directions. So that I wouldn't be stuck in such an old life. Yet, minsan natatalot akong baguhin ang mga bagay-bagay kase natatakot akong mag-fail. I fear to lose things if I change. So far, yun ang naiisip ko. But I do still think that  the first mice did great on finding change.

I have decided some things that I want to clear to myself and to those involved. I want to change back to old way of life yet improving myself. Gusto kong bumalik sa peaceful life. Nope.I 'm wanting a new cheese/ change in my old-peaceful-without-problem-life. It's great that I'm gaining new knowledge of what life really is. How life is real. Real course of life... I'll make that happen on my conditions that I'll be taking onwards. 'Kay. I'll make that happen...:)

---I'll be going to school later...

A big BUT on 'A quitter never wins'.

This  day was just an ordinary day. I completed my compsys today. Done. Tomorrow, ayun ang so-called 'work'. ko talaga. You know I still have doubts dun. Maganda talaga ang work ung sa okay. But my scged doesn't really fit in. Dalawa na naiisip ko, saan kukuha ng tao, san kukuha ng pambayad sa kulang. Gosh. Now nararamdaman ko kung panu umiikot ang issp at utak ng parents ko. They can deal on handling us at the same time. Sa pag-aasikaso, sa houses expense, school expenses. Sometimes, I ought to tell my friend about this na gusto ko talaga umales na. Yes, eto na alam ko na ang realidad pero di talaga umuubra. I know, 'A quitter never wins and fail. But, it's okay to fail sometimes, right? Coz we're just mere humans...'

Di naman sa lahat ng oras sa work, activities and even in life is we achieve it all. We sometimes fail and tend to quit. Di ibig sabihin you quitted is you're weak. Di ibig sabihin na di mo magagawa yun. At it also doesn't mena na beacuse you quitted, you're not strong enough to face problems and you're gonna fail and quit & again & again... At minsan kase sa tingin naten di talaga para saten ang field na yon. OO. We failed in this left part and quitted, pero meron namang right,diba. And tend to do our very best para dun. But if you fail and quitted. Don't guve up. Kahit sabihin ng mga tao na 'ay! nag-quit sya. Mahina!' o di kaya 'Nag-quit sya, always a quitter na yan.' or sasabihin nilang 'walang isang salita.'. Ouch.

We do all fail and sometimes we apologize for it naman. Pero may mga taong pag nagkamali ka, always na nilang marerember ang kamaliang ginawa mo kahit na 9 out of 10 ang tama mong ginawa. Yun talaga ang mga tao.

Going back, also people tend to quit kase hindi sila nagrow o naging successful but it doesn't mean na di nila kaya. It's their weakness. Don't blame them for that.It just.. it's you're weaknesses. All people does have weaknesses. Kahit ako, family ko ang most weakness ko. Malakas ako pag alam kong okay sila pero I tend to be down pag alam ko namang may problem samen. Ako kase ang taong madaling mapanghinaan lalo na pag may problem na dumadating. But God is always with me. And alam ko yun. Sobrang alam na alam ko na si Lord lang maliban sa family ang hindi ako tatalikuran among all the people I know.

....Because God is good, God is with me...God Bless everyone :)

Good Night:)

Sana maging maganda ang dream ko tonight! Sana may pagka-romantic! haha! Ambisyosa. Please no nightmares....

Before going to sleep tonight. Thank God for guiding us today. Ask for apologies that we have done of sins.And ask for blessings that we have received today. Pray.And Smile before you sleep :) Have a nice sleep everyone...Goodnight:)

IN or OUT?

Araw-araw nalang ganon. Pakiramdam mo lagi kang out sa sarili mong circle of friends. Yes, kasama mo sila kaso yung feeling na di ka pa din belong. What do I mean, 'belong'? Yung maluwag sa dibdib mo na nakikipagtawanan at alam mong 'friends mo nga sila talaga. You feel at ease with them. To think na, you thought of having such great friends that you'll surely had. You EVER had. Belongingness, is part of huma's life. Kaya nga 'NO Man is an Island.' Pero yun ang di ko nararamdaman sa kanila. Para ba maging belong, kelangan pa bang 'I should be like them as well'? NO, right? I'm not me anymore. Di ko maunderstand ang sarili ko. Iba na ko. Di na ko jolly. Di na din funny, talkative. And I always LIE. As is LIE. I lied of being happy with them. Kahit I feel out sometimes. Yes, everytime nalang naiirita ako. Naiirita sa lahat ng bagay patungkol dun. You'd think there are friends na anjan sayo palage? You'd think na lage sila nanjan. There's NO PERMANENT in this world! Lahat nawawala. All dies. All withers. Going back, di ako naiinis kundi  naiirita lang. hAng dameng mapapapel sa mundo. Ang dameng pa-upstage. Sige, sa inyo na spotlight. BIDA-BIDA kayo eh. haha. Di ko alam if I'm just thinking of it pero don't blame eto nararamdaman ko.

I admit na iniisip ko din if tama bang maramdaman ko to? Tama bang mafeel ko to? Teka di ako nagiging tao nito. I'm thinking na di ako nagogrow as a person pag kasama ko sila. I don't know If paranoid lang ako. Sometimes, pag ikaw na ang nagsasalita.. (you can hear cricket sounds.) GAWD! Badtrip yun. Tapos paepal pag nagsasalita ka tapos eentrada. Sige, ikaw naulet! Eto mic para lahat makarinig!

Di ko talaga magets kung ako ata ang mali dito. Ako ata di belong. Nagkahiwalay lang for quite sometimes then changed na kagad. What the HELL. Then maririnig mo na dati sila  bestfriends ngayon kame na. Ano toh. Basketball? Di ka lang attentive, steal na kagad. Grabeh may ganon pala. I don't think bad at that. Pero ang masabihan ng ganon. What the fuck. Fine. So what kung sinabe ko yun. Blame me for being like this but you cannot change the fact that these are things that I have complains about. These are the things that I see with bare naked eyes.

Closest friends? Best friends? Friends?

You still don't know who your true friends are, arent you?...

Sekirei:Shiina

SPOTTED!

Sekirei : Shiina

Sekirei No.: 107
155 cm
41 kg
Ashikabi : Yukari Sahashi
Norito: "By the corpse of my pact, may my Ashikabi's perils withe"

A young male Sekirei whose Ashikabi is Sahashi Yukari. Shiinas name literally means death. He is searching for #108 Kusano who he has a very close, sibling-like relationship with.He thinks of Yukari like a bright shining light in his life. Due to the overwhelming power of his ability, he is called "Reaper Sekirei" (死神のセキレイ, Shinigami no Sekirei) and along with Yukari, are ironically considered the "most evil pair" in Tokyo upon reaching the Northern part of the city.

"To make a sekirei yours you will need noucoastioal contact, but i can do more if you like" -Episode 6 where Shiina has desperately wanted Yukari to but his Ashikabi.Along with his Norito, his powers are "Death" or "Decay"-merciless, god-like "Death Sekirei".Death Flower; World End Garden; and Death Garden are his abilities.

 

Shiina's appearance does change yet he's still calm & cute. 

Yet Yukari is still the same as ever.

really part of the Death Pair. lol.

Finished Majors Exams.

Just finished my major exams last Saturday which I took accounting 5 then yesterday Sunday, accounting 7 & business law 3. I was not that confident in taking my 5 yet I was happy that the one reviewd was the questions in the exams. I know God helped me. lol.But, seriously yesterdays exams was difficult for me. Nakakalimutan ang mga entries tapos yung sa business law. Takteng statement 1, statement 2 yan! Nakakabadtrip! Here's the thing na nakakainis nun. You already know that the statement 1 is correct yet you're unsure if tama yung statement 2. So, you'll answer either both statements are true or only statement 1 is true. See, you'll just sacrifice your sure answer para lang dun sa statement 2. Wa! Tapos yung dun sa 7 last part of the exam. State Trial balance, Balance sheet & Income Statement. Yun nasagutan ko kaso yung 1st two hinde! T_T

I hope I pass. Please naman... Now, this week I'll be taking my minors. I'm not that confident yet two-fingers crossed na din.

Maki for Breakfast!

MAKI! MAKI! MAKI! Dad bought it last night. I was so down coz exam wk is coming. Good thing Maki was there! Usually I do preparations for my exam. I drink Hot Milk (milk & creamer) & ate sweets while I'm studying. Sweets, coz they make me boost more and hot milk coz I want to drink creamy drink. lol. Tomorrow is my exam in my major then 2 more majors on Sunday. Gosh! Wish me good JOB not luck. haha.

Steins Gate: Ruka Urushibara

SPOTTED!

Steins Gate: Ruka Urushibara

Age: 16
August 30
161 cm
44 kg
BT: A
Gender: MALE
"I'd be good if when I awake the next morning, I'd be a girl."

Ruka Urushibara (漆原るか, Urushibara Ruka) is a bishōnen who looks strikingly like a girl and even wears the garment of a miko despite being a boy. He is a close friend of Mayuri and is often asked by her to try on her cosplay costumes. He has strong feelings for Okabe because he protected him from stalkers in the past and he does not care whether he is a boy or a girl; however, Ruka hides these feelings because he is a boy.
Due to Okabe's intervention in the form of a message sent into the past to Ruka's mother, Ruka experiences being a girl until he decided to return to being a boy after witnessing the consequences of her wish of being a girl.
GOD! Make  him a make-believe guy! I want to find someone like him. Who looks like girl. More feminine than a girl. But like Okabe said, "He's a GUY!" HO-HO-HO! Too bad Okabe and guys, he's a guy! hooray for me & other girls! XD

OMG the Bags :3

I LOVE to admit that I love bags. Di lang halata. Haahaahaa,,, Well, these are the Bags given by dad for me, my mom && my sis this Christmas! Yahoooo!

Women's Bestfriend are not only SHOES but also BAGS!