HEAD-ache X_X

Headaches! Headaches! Headaches!

Alam mo yung feeling na, patapos mo ng gawin ang homework mo. Tsaka pa nagloko at nag-shut down ang pc mo! Hindi ka ba magagalit at maiinis nap rang gusto mong sirain ang pc mo kase di mo nasave at much worse, wala sya sa recovered files! SHIT!

This was the exact expression that i have after losing my file!
"SHIT! ANG FILE KO NAWALA! UULET NANAMAN AKO! YOKO KO NG ULITIN ANG
BUONG THESIS PAPER KO!!!"

 damn. that PC!

My brains full loaded it will become like this! HONESTLY!!!!

Head-ache+fever=PARANOID

And to think that, magkakasaket pa ata ko neto! BV!!! goodnight!!!

scenarios today sucks.

first scenario:
a trash joke in my issues.

Saya! Birthday ng friend ko. We were all excited to be there. Yet i saw his college friends. Nahiya ako kase i dont know them and they were all having fun. i felt left alone yet i have this friend beside me. She told me na "mag-close kme sa knila." And i gamed on to that. Yet, suddenly a TRASH JOKE came. 2 chairs ang kelangan ko kase pang-dalawang tao daw ako. They were all laughing and cracking up the joke. Yes, he apologized yet, na-badtrip ako bigla! CLOSE ba tayo!!! Im just having fun kse birthday and i shoulndt be that mad inside kase true naman na MATABA ako! I ALREADY KNOW THAT its SUCKS!!! My personal issues came risng now! Then, nawalan ako ng gana kumaen nun. BADTRIP! BADTRIP talaga! Dont blame me for being this emotional. Because these are my issues. Wherever you go, mapapansin ka talaga ng iba. Mataba kase ako. Sabe nila magpapayat kana. Bully na joke jan. Bully na joke dun. So, i just want to keep quiet tapos magtatanung sila "BAKIT ANG TAHIMIK MO?" why? I dont want to say anything anymore baka kase mabale ang attention saken tapos joke ulet ng ganun...

second scenario:
Left-behind.

Minsan, yoko na din sumama sa mga dati kong classmates kse pag nagsasama kme. Feeling ko, napag-iiwanan na ko. Left Behind. Sila, nag-mamature na.They kept on growing so mature. While, as for me. STILL the OLD me. Feeling ko, ako nalang ang di mature sa lahat. Ako nalang ang di nagbabago siguro. Mataba pa din. Still FAT as always. Still the lame me. Do you think its easy for me to do that! Ako din. nahihirapan! pangungutya. hahaha! dati pa yun. sanayan lang minsan... i try to be one.  i tried. yet no matter what i do. eto talaga ako....

"trash jokes aligns with trash talks..."

Clannad - Afterstory : Katsuki Shiima

 SPOTTED!

Beautiful guy compliments his pure love!

Katsuki Shima(as.a.GIRL)!

Katsuki Shima (志麻賀津紀, Shima Katsuki) is a minor character of the Clannad anime and visual novel. He only appears during Misae's arc, which explains the events which happened to her some years prior to the beginning of the Clannad storyline. He was Misae's boyfriend for a while. He is described as being a bishōnen, a fact which Saki and Yuki make use of to dress him up as a girl.

Shima's cat form which appeared on afterstory
During the main Clannad series, we can see a cat often accompanying Misae around. He often stays with Tomoya whenever Tomoya visits Sunohara in his room. 
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Clannad - Afterstory. - [episode 6]

It is revealed that Katsuki is a boy who Misae met in the past while he was in a wheelchair in the hospital. Her kind words encouraged him to recover. Years later, he searches for her with the hopes of paying her back. He holds a charm which contains a light that can grant a single wish. Misae considers him annoying, since he is constantly following her around. She doesn't want him to feel indebted to her and tells him she doesn't want anything. However, she gradually comes to care for him. After a misunderstanding during which she realizes that her crush Igarashi doesn't like her back, she starts liking Katsuki after being comforted by him.

After enjoying some time with Misae at the Fall Festival, he brings up the issue of the charm and opens it, revealing it to be empty. Misae says it doesn't matter and that what's important is that they are together. She then wishes for Shima to always love her, and then kisses him. He tells her he also loves her and thanks her for all the happy memories she gave him while sobbing. Embarrassed, she goes to buy some drinks, but when she comes back, he has disappeared. She searches for him only to see a flash of him in the crowd whispering her goodbye. 

Some time later, a cat started following Misae and she took him in. This cat is revealed to be Katsuki granting Misae's wish. Misae only discovers this later in After Story, when she is told by Tomoya after the cat told him the story in a dream. Misae says she can't have a date with a cat, but scoops him into her arms and walks away with him. This releases her light orb, and we can see the cat wondering if he properly fulfilled his job, wanting to stay this way forever.

 "They will still continue to love...

....and grow...

  

...with one another...

 

...whatever happens on the behalf....

 ....because...

 

 ...Love sets no boundaries..."

Angel Beats! - Naoi Ayato

SPOTTED!

 Just hooked on this cute guy! Ayato Naoi from Angel Beats!
^V^
NAOI<3

His ability is same as Lelouch in Code Geass - HYPNOTISM!

Ayato Naoi (直井 文人, Naoi Ayato) is a human who is initially the Student Council Vice President, but becomes Acting Student Council President after Angel is demoted thanks to Yuri's plan to demoralize her.

In his living years, Naoi is one of the twin sons of a man famous in the field of pottery. His brother inherits his father's skills in making pottery, while he is left alone in the house usually playing alone. In an accident, he and his brother fell off a cliff and his brother perishes from the fall. Upon his recovery, he made the decision of his life: to replace his departed brother by switching sides with him, telling his father that he is his brother and that he was the one who died in the accident. Upon his recovery period, he undergoes a strict training from his father to assumingly bring him back to his skills in pottery, which in fact, he did not possess in the first place. He did his best efforts and manages to receive awards, though not in the same league as his award-winning brother. Soon, his father was diagnosed with a terminal illness and was bedridden. Not being able to continue his training, he nurses his dying father as his family's name slowly sank into anonymity.

He can be this cute crying-baby! XD

Serious one! That made him cool XD XD

HE CAN BE THIS DRASTIC AS WELL! XD XD XD
 YURIxNAOI- episode 6

Creepy yet cool - Naoi's Hypnotism!

Angel Beats- TRAILER

Fortune Cookie alert!

 

 

"You are admired by everyone for your talent and ability."

 

...naman ano ba talent ko? Maliban sa kumaen..haahaa! Kumanta! weh~! Sumayaw! Ai??? Geh! kumaen nalang nga! :D hahahaha! joke:]

 

pero kung may naniniwala pa din saken na meron nga,,, salamat:D 

Ayumu...KOI&AI

I made this fan pictures of Ayumu Hoshino from Hoshizora_e_Kakaru_Hashi:3
I love cute,adorable,shy,little boy:3 Coz I love shota,ryt? Geh, AKO na ADIK!!! haahaahaa!!!

He looks like a cute puupy!!! WALANG angal! ayee~~~!!!

my own "FOOTPRINTS"...

I composed it a long ago and now i thought to publish it here. Minsan pag hawak ko ang gitara ko, nakakabuo ng tono tapos lyrics naman sunod...hahaha! Puchu-puchu ito nung una pero nainspired lang ako gumawa...kase inlove? hahahaha! ewan... basta love song likewise sa real life:]

“Footprints”

Verse I:
I flew away upon the sky above my head
I’ll spread my wings so that it would reach your hand
And when that time comes, I wouldn’t let my chance go
Instead, I’ll ask for your love ‘til my heart breaks off

Refrain:
When I am with you, I’ll hold your hand
And deeply rooted into my heart
Then you’re with me, hold my heart
So that it wouldn’t change…

Chorus:
One bit! One piece! From here you’re my only one
My blood flows through, alive because of you
So, wouldn’t you leave me behind these walls?
Don’t leave me behind these walls…

One step! Ain’t back we’ll live on…
Leave the past behind.
Through dark times, I’ll stay with you to make good memories…
Coz, we’ll move forward… We’ll move on…
I’ll move forward with you… we’ll move on…

Verse II:
I’ll take a step with you but not on a tiptoed foot
We’ll go straight ahead through the point that were settled down
And that moment will come for us to see the world
Today not by chances but by fate…

(Repeat Refrain & chorus)

Bridge:
Were just dancing along on god’s finger
Meeting minds without restrictions
So allow me to grab you’re heart out
Have faith from my love, have faith in me…

(Repeat)
Refrain:
When I am with you, I’ll hold your hand
And deeply rooted into my heart
Then you’re with me, hold my heart
So that it wouldn’t change…

Chorus:
One bit! One piece! From here you’re my only one
My blood flows through, alive because of you
So, wouldn’t you leave me behind these walls?
Don’t leave me behind these walls…

One step! Ain’t back we’ll live on…
Leave the past behind.
Through dark times, I’ll stay with you to make good memories…
Coz, we’ll move forward… We’ll move on…
I’ll move forward with you… we’ll move on…

We’ll move forward… We’ll move on…
I’ll move forward with you… we’ll move on…

We’ll move forward… We’ll move on…
I’ll move forward with you… we’ll move on…

We’ll leave footprints…

--next time nalang ang vid! hahahahaha! joke:3

a LOVE STORY...a real one...

 ...heart-warming love story:]

"From the very Beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......
The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companies her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.


A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled."

I really cried after reading this. And thought that they are still few existing true love:] 
-just got from someone, anonymous...just comment if this story is yours:]

How love Works, part 1

Whenever i see you my heart aches..
My heart aches then my mind goes blank..
My mind blanks then my body shivers..
My body shivers whenever I see you ..
So that's how Love works..

I am a fool...

Are you doing that just to discourage me?
Just to make me feel sad and angry?
Just to think that we're not meant?
One thing I want to do to you.
I want to PUNCH IN YOUR FACE.
I want to KICK your FACE.
I WANT TO SHOW YOU THAT YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY PERSON I CAN FALL FOR..
YOU DUMBASS! SHIT I CRIED FOR A WORTHLESS PERSON!
Your way overboard. Its okay for me if your flirting with my friends. but wjen that happens.
THE GAME IS OVER! THE FRIENDSHIP IS OVER!
DONT CARE IF WE WERE RUINED BY A PERSON.
I DONT BLAME & ENVY U& OTHERS.
ILL JUST SHUT UP!
AND YOU SHOULD SHUT UP TOO! :[

Manga Collections!!!

These are our manga collections! We just bought SUZUKA 11&12... yey!!!!

SO MUCH MORE TO COME!!!

 

LabanNiMariaSaCervicalCancer

Me,my mom & my mom had tried to have the vaccination for cervical cancer which were really necessary for us women. It's our first vaccine and the next one will be on Dec. 21/ 23 2011. The third one will be the last one. Its essential. Have your vaccine now:]

---girl power??? LOL!

U.Failed.U.Stand.

"When u failed u stand,
Get up while you can..."

--wala lang,,, dameng pressure! pero okay lang! ilang dapa! dapat mas marame pa ang tayo! WOOT! ano daw? puchu-meanings yan!!! haahaahaa!!! DAPA at TAYO!!! Alien!

what do i LOVE? aside from eating :]

What Do I LOVE?:)

What do I L.O.V.E.?

v     Loves to compose poems and songs

v     Loves to watch anime

v     Loves to watch a movie marathon at home

v     Loves to eat

v     Loves to sound tripping

v     Loves to sleep

v     Loves to go somewhere fun

v     Loves God and myself

v     Loves to Cosplay anime

v     Loves to collect anime items

v     Loves to keep valuable items from close family and friends

v     Loves to collect stationery papers and stickers

v     Loves the color pink and black

v     Loves to watch band gigs

v     Loves to play with her niece

v     Loves babies and children

v     Loves to hang-out with friends

v     Loves to talk with God

v     Loves to be with her family

v     Loves the cold breeze NOWJ

v     Loves to have snow here in the Philippines

v     Loves to eat Korean food dishes in TONG YANG shabu-shabuJ

v     Loves to share and listen thoughts from friends

v     Loves to cook (even though I’m not a proJ)

I really love shota cute boys.. I duuno why but I think that's ONE of my fetishes.Those who look femininely cute guys... Ugh.. why does it have to be gays when I thought about feminine guys?! UNFAIR! well, here's my SHOTA-lovenest! lovenest? hahaha:D LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!

  

Its not in order coz I dont want to rate them coz all of them are my top shota boys:]

Building up motivation on my upcoming FINALS T_T

...tensions building up on me while the days are coming near. I dont know what topic to start! Its only 2 weeks before my Major exam. And i am still not ready for it. I dont want to repeat the subject again. Besides, its my major so I shouldnt be a NEGA-girl right now! (SIGHED) okay! I can do it! I know I can! Go! Being a CPA Lawyer! Woot! Well, I just boosted up! Back to study again! hahaha:D

the END is not near...Its only the BEGINNING!

Personal collection of books:]

LISTS My personal collection of books.

(love to take pictures of it)

 

--I started liking it when I had one book first at our Book day at our school way in 2006. My first book that I totally love was "The Best of Friends." by Joanna Trollope. That was the one I got from our Book day. It was really a heart-warming novel that I was moved by it. It was first time I realize that all should move on and accept what is being on hold in the situation.As for Sophie- protagonist in the novel- in her age she experienced all hardships and learned to accept for it as it was her family in the end.

--I really do recommend that book "The Best of Friends." :]

---Now, I bought a new book entitled "To kill a mockingbird" by Harper Lee. I'll post my reviews after I read the whole thing:]

My LOVE for ANIME & MANGA.
*bow*

I started loving it since I was 9 years old when Sakura Cardcaptor had been aired here in the Philippines.
I became a fan of hers and addicted to it. I even bought the CLOW CARDS in Kerobero's Book:]

Sakura Designed Clow Cards:

Original Rear Clow Cards:

My favorites were The Illusion, The Change, The Create, The Return& The Time (tandem), The Nothing, Hope & Nameless (tandem)... :]

Angry Birds Attack:]

http://missyguitarist.tumblr.com/

My tumblr featuring the ANGRY BIRDS :]

The Script \m/

---The elite SCRIPT BAND!!! :]
WE CRY:]

---there band had reached here! PAK sa Heart!!! :]

TRain full of Bishies:)

Miracle train ^_^

---There is an urban legend in Japan about an underground subway line that moves without limitations. The rumor is only gorgeous men ride a train that is known as the Miracle Train. And if you were to happen upon this line, you would undoubtedly fall into a complete state of happiness. Being touched by a ray of light, granting her access to enter into the Oedo Line platform, where the Miracle Train runs. As the doors open up, the space inside is very different, as six handsome men await you inside. According to the conductor the leadership of these six gentlemen and the female guide, when women have worries or insecurities, the Miracle Train will appear. With names matching the stations along the line, these fabulous gentlemen, whose bonds together are tight, despite their different personalities, will erase all of your worries and fears.

 

I wanna ride on that TRAIN!!!! :D

anime and manga's with bishotas! LUCKY!!!

Fruit Baskets
Kanokon
Hishozora no Kakaru
Mei no Naisho
Ouran HHC
Sukisho

why TODAY??? why not tomorrow or the NEXT day!!! X_X

Honestly, today..i dont want to go to school!!! simply because of headache...tummy hurts... coz this f***ing period i had today T_T

well...need to study!!!!! T_T SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH!

being concise??? :?

reduce wordy expressions???

---simply means, put alot more decent words...to the sentence???

--how about!!!

"I chereish the moments when I'm with you...===it should simply means..."I love you being with you...!!!" (that's all...short and simple!!!)

I see~~~~~!! well, back to work!!!:D

HOMEWORKS!!! X_X

i can't live my life the way i want because of HOMEWORKS, PROJECTS!!!! this is making ILL! or worse I'll die!!! T_T but!! dont lose hope!!! FIGHT~~~!!! ganbatte to me !!!

Goal! ^_^

Just got my 2 NEW blogs!!! ^_^

http://hitogomibishies.blogspot.com/
http://blackbubblemanga.blogspot.com/

visit it please~~~~~!!! ^_^

Happy Dad's day!!!:)

A father carries pictures where his money used to be.  ~Author Unknown

to my dad..I love you dad!! and thanks for the BEST DAD EVERRRRRRRRR!!! my dad rocks my world.. he taught things LIKE PLAYING INSTRUMENTS even though he wasnt always around us.. he gives all what we need.. he does all what he needs to do for us to live.. sorry being michief towards us sometimes.. FROM THE BIKINI BOTTOM OF MY HEART! I SALUTE YOU DAD! I LOVE YOU! HAPPY FATHERS DAY!

 

MY WORLD'S NUMBER 1 DAD!!!!

My Bishie love team:) Akira and Mizuki:)

CR: mayutan.com

Ai Ore! rocks \m/