This day was just an ordinary day. I completed my compsys today. Done. Tomorrow, ayun ang so-called 'work'. ko talaga. You know I still have doubts dun. Maganda talaga ang work ung sa okay. But my scged doesn't really fit in. Dalawa na naiisip ko, saan kukuha ng tao, san kukuha ng pambayad sa kulang. Gosh. Now nararamdaman ko kung panu umiikot ang issp at utak ng parents ko. They can deal on handling us at the same time. Sa pag-aasikaso, sa houses expense, school expenses. Sometimes, I ought to tell my friend about this na gusto ko talaga umales na. Yes, eto na alam ko na ang realidad pero di talaga umuubra. I know, 'A quitter never wins and fail. But, it's okay to fail sometimes, right? Coz we're just mere humans...'
Di naman sa lahat ng oras sa work, activities and even in life is we achieve it all. We sometimes fail and tend to quit. Di ibig sabihin you quitted is you're weak. Di ibig sabihin na di mo magagawa yun. At it also doesn't mena na beacuse you quitted, you're not strong enough to face problems and you're gonna fail and quit & again & again... At minsan kase sa tingin naten di talaga para saten ang field na yon. OO. We failed in this left part and quitted, pero meron namang right,diba. And tend to do our very best para dun. But if you fail and quitted. Don't guve up. Kahit sabihin ng mga tao na 'ay! nag-quit sya. Mahina!' o di kaya 'Nag-quit sya, always a quitter na yan.' or sasabihin nilang 'walang isang salita.'. Ouch.
We do all fail and sometimes we apologize for it naman. Pero may mga taong pag nagkamali ka, always na nilang marerember ang kamaliang ginawa mo kahit na 9 out of 10 ang tama mong ginawa. Yun talaga ang mga tao.
Going back, also people tend to quit kase hindi sila nagrow o naging successful but it doesn't mean na di nila kaya. It's their weakness. Don't blame them for that.It just.. it's you're weaknesses. All people does have weaknesses. Kahit ako, family ko ang most weakness ko. Malakas ako pag alam kong okay sila pero I tend to be down pag alam ko namang may problem samen. Ako kase ang taong madaling mapanghinaan lalo na pag may problem na dumadating. But God is always with me. And alam ko yun. Sobrang alam na alam ko na si Lord lang maliban sa family ang hindi ako tatalikuran among all the people I know.
....Because God is good, God is with me...God Bless everyone :)
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Monday, February 6, 2012
Good Night:)
Before going to sleep tonight. Thank God for guiding us today. Ask for apologies that we have done of sins.And ask for blessings that we have received today. Pray.And Smile before you sleep :) Have a nice sleep everyone...Goodnight:)
IN or OUT?
Araw-araw nalang ganon. Pakiramdam mo lagi kang out sa sarili mong circle of friends. Yes, kasama mo sila kaso yung feeling na di ka pa din belong. What do I mean, 'belong'? Yung maluwag sa dibdib mo na nakikipagtawanan at alam mong 'friends mo nga sila talaga. You feel at ease with them. To think na, you thought of having such great friends that you'll surely had. You EVER had. Belongingness, is part of huma's life. Kaya nga 'NO Man is an Island.' Pero yun ang di ko nararamdaman sa kanila. Para ba maging belong, kelangan pa bang 'I should be like them as well'? NO, right? I'm not me anymore. Di ko maunderstand ang sarili ko. Iba na ko. Di na ko jolly. Di na din funny, talkative. And I always LIE. As is LIE. I lied of being happy with them. Kahit I feel out sometimes. Yes, everytime nalang naiirita ako. Naiirita sa lahat ng bagay patungkol dun. You'd think there are friends na anjan sayo palage? You'd think na lage sila nanjan. There's NO PERMANENT in this world! Lahat nawawala. All dies. All withers. Going back, di ako naiinis kundi naiirita lang. hAng dameng mapapapel sa mundo. Ang dameng pa-upstage. Sige, sa inyo na spotlight. BIDA-BIDA kayo eh. haha. Di ko alam if I'm just thinking of it pero don't blame eto nararamdaman ko.
I admit na iniisip ko din if tama bang maramdaman ko to? Tama bang mafeel ko to? Teka di ako nagiging tao nito. I'm thinking na di ako nagogrow as a person pag kasama ko sila. I don't know If paranoid lang ako. Sometimes, pag ikaw na ang nagsasalita.. (you can hear cricket sounds.) GAWD! Badtrip yun. Tapos paepal pag nagsasalita ka tapos eentrada. Sige, ikaw naulet! Eto mic para lahat makarinig!
Di ko talaga magets kung ako ata ang mali dito. Ako ata di belong. Nagkahiwalay lang for quite sometimes then changed na kagad. What the HELL. Then maririnig mo na dati sila bestfriends ngayon kame na. Ano toh. Basketball? Di ka lang attentive, steal na kagad. Grabeh may ganon pala. I don't think bad at that. Pero ang masabihan ng ganon. What the fuck. Fine. So what kung sinabe ko yun. Blame me for being like this but you cannot change the fact that these are things that I have complains about. These are the things that I see with bare naked eyes.
Closest friends? Best friends? Friends?
You still don't know who your true friends are, arent you?...
I admit na iniisip ko din if tama bang maramdaman ko to? Tama bang mafeel ko to? Teka di ako nagiging tao nito. I'm thinking na di ako nagogrow as a person pag kasama ko sila. I don't know If paranoid lang ako. Sometimes, pag ikaw na ang nagsasalita.. (you can hear cricket sounds.) GAWD! Badtrip yun. Tapos paepal pag nagsasalita ka tapos eentrada. Sige, ikaw naulet! Eto mic para lahat makarinig!
Di ko talaga magets kung ako ata ang mali dito. Ako ata di belong. Nagkahiwalay lang for quite sometimes then changed na kagad. What the HELL. Then maririnig mo na dati sila bestfriends ngayon kame na. Ano toh. Basketball? Di ka lang attentive, steal na kagad. Grabeh may ganon pala. I don't think bad at that. Pero ang masabihan ng ganon. What the fuck. Fine. So what kung sinabe ko yun. Blame me for being like this but you cannot change the fact that these are things that I have complains about. These are the things that I see with bare naked eyes.
Closest friends? Best friends? Friends?
You still don't know who your true friends are, arent you?...
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Sekirei:Shiina
SPOTTED!
Sekirei : Shiina
Sekirei No.: 107
155 cm
41 kg
Ashikabi : Yukari Sahashi
Norito: "By the corpse of my pact, may my Ashikabi's perils withe"
A young male Sekirei whose Ashikabi is Sahashi Yukari. Shiinas name literally means death. He is searching for #108 Kusano who he has a very close, sibling-like relationship with.He thinks of Yukari like a bright shining light in his life. Due to the overwhelming power of his ability, he is called "Reaper Sekirei" (死神のセキレイ, Shinigami no Sekirei) and along with Yukari, are ironically considered the "most evil pair" in Tokyo upon reaching the Northern part of the city.
"To make a sekirei yours you will need noucoastioal contact, but i can do more if you like" -Episode 6 where Shiina has desperately wanted Yukari to but his Ashikabi.Along with his Norito, his powers are "Death" or "Decay"-merciless, god-like "Death Sekirei".Death Flower; World End Garden; and Death Garden are his abilities.
Sekirei : Shiina
155 cm
41 kg
Ashikabi : Yukari Sahashi
Norito: "By the corpse of my pact, may my Ashikabi's perils withe"
A young male Sekirei whose Ashikabi is Sahashi Yukari. Shiinas name literally means death. He is searching for #108 Kusano who he has a very close, sibling-like relationship with.He thinks of Yukari like a bright shining light in his life. Due to the overwhelming power of his ability, he is called "Reaper Sekirei" (死神のセキレイ, Shinigami no Sekirei) and along with Yukari, are ironically considered the "most evil pair" in Tokyo upon reaching the Northern part of the city.
"To make a sekirei yours you will need noucoastioal contact, but i can do more if you like" -Episode 6 where Shiina has desperately wanted Yukari to but his Ashikabi.Along with his Norito, his powers are "Death" or "Decay"-merciless, god-like "Death Sekirei".Death Flower; World End Garden; and Death Garden are his abilities.
Shiina's appearance does change yet he's still calm & cute.
Yet Yukari is still the same as ever.
really part of the Death Pair. lol.
Finished Majors Exams.
Just finished my major exams last Saturday which I took accounting 5 then yesterday Sunday, accounting 7 & business law 3. I was not that confident in taking my 5 yet I was happy that the one reviewd was the questions in the exams. I know God helped me. lol.But, seriously yesterdays exams was difficult for me. Nakakalimutan ang mga entries tapos yung sa business law. Takteng statement 1, statement 2 yan! Nakakabadtrip! Here's the thing na nakakainis nun. You already know that the statement 1 is correct yet you're unsure if tama yung statement 2. So, you'll answer either both statements are true or only statement 1 is true. See, you'll just sacrifice your sure answer para lang dun sa statement 2. Wa! Tapos yung dun sa 7 last part of the exam. State Trial balance, Balance sheet & Income Statement. Yun nasagutan ko kaso yung 1st two hinde! T_T
I hope I pass. Please naman... Now, this week I'll be taking my minors. I'm not that confident yet two-fingers crossed na din.
I hope I pass. Please naman... Now, this week I'll be taking my minors. I'm not that confident yet two-fingers crossed na din.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Maki for Breakfast!
MAKI! MAKI! MAKI! Dad bought it last night. I was so down coz exam wk is coming. Good thing Maki was there! Usually I do preparations for my exam. I drink Hot Milk (milk & creamer) & ate sweets while I'm studying. Sweets, coz they make me boost more and hot milk coz I want to drink creamy drink. lol. Tomorrow is my exam in my major then 2 more majors on Sunday. Gosh! Wish me good JOB not luck. haha.
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Steins Gate: Ruka Urushibara
SPOTTED!
Steins Gate: Ruka Urushibara
Age: 16
August 30
161 cm
44 kg
BT: A
Gender: MALE
"I'd be good if when I awake the next morning, I'd be a girl."
Ruka Urushibara (漆原るか, Urushibara Ruka) is a bishōnen who looks strikingly like a girl and even wears the garment of a miko despite being a boy. He is a close friend of Mayuri and is often asked by her to try on her cosplay costumes. He has strong feelings for Okabe because he protected him from stalkers in the past and he does not care whether he is a boy or a girl; however, Ruka hides these feelings because he is a boy.
Due to Okabe's intervention in the form of a message sent into the past to Ruka's mother, Ruka experiences being a girl until he decided to return to being a boy after witnessing the consequences of her wish of being a girl.
GOD! Make him a make-believe guy! I want to find someone like him. Who looks like girl. More feminine than a girl. But like Okabe said, "He's a GUY!" HO-HO-HO! Too bad Okabe and guys, he's a guy! hooray for me & other girls! XD
Steins Gate: Ruka Urushibara
August 30
161 cm
44 kg
BT: A
Gender: MALE
"I'd be good if when I awake the next morning, I'd be a girl."
Ruka Urushibara (漆原るか, Urushibara Ruka) is a bishōnen who looks strikingly like a girl and even wears the garment of a miko despite being a boy. He is a close friend of Mayuri and is often asked by her to try on her cosplay costumes. He has strong feelings for Okabe because he protected him from stalkers in the past and he does not care whether he is a boy or a girl; however, Ruka hides these feelings because he is a boy.
Due to Okabe's intervention in the form of a message sent into the past to Ruka's mother, Ruka experiences being a girl until he decided to return to being a boy after witnessing the consequences of her wish of being a girl.
GOD! Make him a make-believe guy! I want to find someone like him. Who looks like girl. More feminine than a girl. But like Okabe said, "He's a GUY!" HO-HO-HO! Too bad Okabe and guys, he's a guy! hooray for me & other girls! XD
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
OMG the Bags :3
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
HEAD-ache X_X
Headaches! Headaches! Headaches!
Alam mo yung feeling na, patapos mo ng gawin ang homework mo. Tsaka pa nagloko at nag-shut down ang pc mo! Hindi ka ba magagalit at maiinis nap rang gusto mong sirain ang pc mo kase di mo nasave at much worse, wala sya sa recovered files! SHIT!
damn. that PC!
My brains full loaded it will become like this! HONESTLY!!!!
And to think that, magkakasaket pa ata ko neto! BV!!! goodnight!!!
Alam mo yung feeling na, patapos mo ng gawin ang homework mo. Tsaka pa nagloko at nag-shut down ang pc mo! Hindi ka ba magagalit at maiinis nap rang gusto mong sirain ang pc mo kase di mo nasave at much worse, wala sya sa recovered files! SHIT!
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| This was the exact expression that i have after losing my file! "SHIT! ANG FILE KO NAWALA! UULET NANAMAN AKO! YOKO KO NG ULITIN ANG BUONG THESIS PAPER KO!!!" |
damn. that PC!
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| Head-ache+fever=PARANOID |
scenarios today sucks.
first scenario:
a trash joke in my issues.
Saya! Birthday ng friend ko. We were all excited to be there. Yet i saw his college friends. Nahiya ako kase i dont know them and they were all having fun. i felt left alone yet i have this friend beside me. She told me na "mag-close kme sa knila." And i gamed on to that. Yet, suddenly a TRASH JOKE came. 2 chairs ang kelangan ko kase pang-dalawang tao daw ako. They were all laughing and cracking up the joke. Yes, he apologized yet, na-badtrip ako bigla! CLOSE ba tayo!!! Im just having fun kse birthday and i shoulndt be that mad inside kase true naman na MATABA ako! I ALREADY KNOW THAT its SUCKS!!! My personal issues came risng now! Then, nawalan ako ng gana kumaen nun. BADTRIP! BADTRIP talaga! Dont blame me for being this emotional. Because these are my issues. Wherever you go, mapapansin ka talaga ng iba. Mataba kase ako. Sabe nila magpapayat kana. Bully na joke jan. Bully na joke dun. So, i just want to keep quiet tapos magtatanung sila "BAKIT ANG TAHIMIK MO?" why? I dont want to say anything anymore baka kase mabale ang attention saken tapos joke ulet ng ganun...
second scenario:
Left-behind.
Minsan, yoko na din sumama sa mga dati kong classmates kse pag nagsasama kme. Feeling ko, napag-iiwanan na ko. Left Behind. Sila, nag-mamature na.They kept on growing so mature. While, as for me. STILL the OLD me. Feeling ko, ako nalang ang di mature sa lahat. Ako nalang ang di nagbabago siguro. Mataba pa din. Still FAT as always. Still the lame me. Do you think its easy for me to do that! Ako din. nahihirapan! pangungutya. hahaha! dati pa yun. sanayan lang minsan... i try to be one. i tried. yet no matter what i do. eto talaga ako....
"trash jokes aligns with trash talks..."
a trash joke in my issues.
Saya! Birthday ng friend ko. We were all excited to be there. Yet i saw his college friends. Nahiya ako kase i dont know them and they were all having fun. i felt left alone yet i have this friend beside me. She told me na "mag-close kme sa knila." And i gamed on to that. Yet, suddenly a TRASH JOKE came. 2 chairs ang kelangan ko kase pang-dalawang tao daw ako. They were all laughing and cracking up the joke. Yes, he apologized yet, na-badtrip ako bigla! CLOSE ba tayo!!! Im just having fun kse birthday and i shoulndt be that mad inside kase true naman na MATABA ako! I ALREADY KNOW THAT its SUCKS!!! My personal issues came risng now! Then, nawalan ako ng gana kumaen nun. BADTRIP! BADTRIP talaga! Dont blame me for being this emotional. Because these are my issues. Wherever you go, mapapansin ka talaga ng iba. Mataba kase ako. Sabe nila magpapayat kana. Bully na joke jan. Bully na joke dun. So, i just want to keep quiet tapos magtatanung sila "BAKIT ANG TAHIMIK MO?" why? I dont want to say anything anymore baka kase mabale ang attention saken tapos joke ulet ng ganun...
second scenario:
Left-behind.
Minsan, yoko na din sumama sa mga dati kong classmates kse pag nagsasama kme. Feeling ko, napag-iiwanan na ko. Left Behind. Sila, nag-mamature na.They kept on growing so mature. While, as for me. STILL the OLD me. Feeling ko, ako nalang ang di mature sa lahat. Ako nalang ang di nagbabago siguro. Mataba pa din. Still FAT as always. Still the lame me. Do you think its easy for me to do that! Ako din. nahihirapan! pangungutya. hahaha! dati pa yun. sanayan lang minsan... i try to be one. i tried. yet no matter what i do. eto talaga ako....
"trash jokes aligns with trash talks..."
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